ii Love You

ang kulet ng labstory namin ng asawa kong c chard. kami nanaman, well i'm going to love him again. i'm going to try to bring back what used to be or even better. mamahalin ko ulit sia since andian sia, ang bait nia sakin he doesnt deserve to be hurt anymore. mahal ko na sia dati at di malabong bumalik ulit ang pagmamahal ko sa kania basta walang bibitaw. ii admit namiss ko talaga sia, willing na pati akong ipagpalit sia pero andian sia palagi para sakin, anong magagawa ko? ii can't resist him ii duno why, maybe ii still love him, like him, long for him? haha! well that's the news for me now since iniiwasan ako nung isa na akala kong sasalo sakin un pala ilulugmok lang ako sa lupa haha, anyways enough with that, i'm happy for now w/ my asawa. i'm gonna make the best of it. di ako nagpapangako, pero gagawin ko. mwah! ii love you asawa ko. 08.20.08 mwah!

Missing Him Sobra

di ko alam kung anong nagtulak sakin para isearch kung online sia pero ng makita kong ol ang isang id nya i can't help but to check his other id's if it was online. mahal na mahal ko na sia, and miss na miss na talaga. well i talked to his brother, kapatid daw nia un eh. alam mo ung feeling na naiiyak ka na nanginginig na nanghihina na i duno i can't describe it basta ganun ung feeling na hoping that u guys would talk to each other. well ganun ang naramdaman ko kanina, at least now nasabi ko sa kapatid nia na pakisabi na miss ko na sia, i duno kung makakarating sa kania pero im hoping, salamat nalang at kahit konti man lang maiparamdaman ko sa kania na mahal ko talaga sia at miss ko na talaga. di ko din lubos maisip na darating ulit ako sa time na ganito. i've longed for him, ni di ko na nga magawang makipaglandian sa ibang lalaki cuz all i think about is him eh. mahal na mahal kita hon. missing you sobra! mwah!

WOW..

bakit ganian ang title ng blog ko ngaun, that's because I've accomplish a lot of things today. I haven't thought that I could do such things at the same time and finish them in a time basis and still be able to have time for myself.


Here are the accomplishments made today:


- babysit my baby sis catlyn
- watched the movie DUBAI
- learned and studied in Capella University Online Learning
- still had time to chat, check emails & play in facebook


Multi-tasking is hard when you don't have the time and dedication to those tasks. Kung ang ginagawa mo is learning pero ang utak mo ay nasa chatting, wala kang matatapos na task. Kaya ang ginawa ko kanina para lang matapos ko ang units na dapat kong tapusin kahit ang naisip ko ay mahihirapan akong magfocus, ang ginawa ko is ini-off ko muna ang Yahoo Messenger ko and focused on the units that I had to finish for today and I did two units today and posted the discussions.


Another topic na nakapag-interest sakin kanina, Jay IM'd me on facebook asking if I was ready na for 2012. Actually sa totoo lang ang sinagot ko uo na hindi, bakit? kc hindi ko alam kung naidedicate ko na talaga ang sarili ko to GOD, or I'm just believing that I've dedicate myself to him. I've made so much mistakes, pero I've tried speading his words and his teachings tulad nalang ng video na "A LETTER FROM HELL" which is a video about a friend that didn't share what he had to his bestfriend. what did he have? "God as his personal saviour" he had every time that he had to teach his friend about God but he didn't, maybe he didn't think it was important? maybe he didn't think that they would understand him that they would just laugh at him or ignore him, maybe but he could have at least tried.


Wow talaga, all these thoughts are making me into an english speaking person. lol. I can't help myself typing in english now since I've just learned a lot of things and their going through my mind now. Missing him so much is helping me get through things everyday. I still love him though and I hope that we talk to each other soon na.

H1TCH MOV13

H1TCH - W1LL SM1TH, 3V4 M3ND3Z, K3V1N J4M3S

katatapos ko lang panuorin ang movie na yan, well nainterrupt kc nung pinapanuod ko sa tv kaya d2 ko na pinanuod sa lappy. inabot nga hanggang ngaung time 1:12 AM. hays sobrang pigil ko sa pag-tawa and everything para lang indii ako mahuli kc labas masok ang mama ko sa kwarto nila haha.


well nagcross nanaman ang aming path, who? sino? itago nalang natin sia sa pangalang *mersie*. aun ulet as usual tinatawag parin nia ako sa itinatawag nia sakin mula nung nagka-alitan kami. pumasok sa room at inungkat nanaman ang *alitan* na un. tinatawag daw nia ako sa *name* na un dahil daw indii ko sia sinagot ng *missyoutoo*. LOL!!


anyways ako`y ma22log na muna at ako`y dumaan lang para sabihin na miss na miss ko na si HON! cno si HON? (secret) haha! =] akin nalang muna yon. salamat sa pag-babasa and thanks for understanding lol.